Twelve and Twenty

• 2012-05-29

  

  Outdoors-y

• 2012-05-26

  Not how I wanted to spend my time

  Don’t get grumps at me because we aren’t practising. I won’t play with you because I’m down. I told you this a month ago. Yes, I’m still feeling like shit. I’m depressed. This is not new information to you. You are allowed to feel bad but I’m not? I am upset with you. I’m also upset that this has happened just before I go away for a week. 

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  Grumps.

• 2012-05-24

  Mum’s response to the picture “mental health as any other illness”

  I suppose that email was aimed at my reactions to your “mental illness” well it’s NOT like any other illness. If you had surgery I’d still expect you to do the exercises but you’re not.

  • thoughts. “Surgery” implies I’ve had something to fix this. I expect she has confused pain medication with surgery.

• 2012-05-21

  

  Did you cut your hair? It looks so nice today!
  
  Oh mum, my hair always looks nice. 

• 2012-05-19

  Sweet touches turn to sweet nothings (and not in the good way) Walking up to the place I call House and it’s not the same without you - but I can’t stand to see you right now.nothing personal. Just jealousy.

  “that was ughhh”

  That was nothing.and I still have to take these pills.

  You make me sick. Sweet touches turn to sweet nothings (and not in the good way). Bile works it’s way up as I choke you down with water and I hate you.and I need you.

• 2012-05-13

  

  , and you are mine

  Source: dirtyratlover

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  lovelove love. Love. lovelove.love. (love)

• 2012-05-11

  We are the people I wish I knew.

  We are the people I wish I was.

• 2012-05-07

  Try falling apart.

  Try falling inlove.

• 2012-05-05

  At least we talk. We’ll be okay.

• 2012-05-01

  Today

  I woke up feeling really weird so I went and saw matt. We went to skateboard and then play guitar. I made him a gross sandwich. He wussed out from eating it all. Lame.

• 2012-04-29

  Come along with me

• 2012-04-27

  What have I done?

  Again and again.

  Stop.